Old habits are hard to break. One of my absolute worst is to make excuses for someone and try to … Continue reading Bad Habits
Love and Radical Acceptance have both been on my mind. To the first point regarding love…I have come to believe … Continue reading Pain is inevitable, suffering is a choice.
I’ve had a flood of emotions of late. I’ve come to a point where I find no real joy in … Continue reading Sunday Scaries
I’ve always thought that progress was linear. I feel very comfortable knowing now that there are peaks and valleys, and … Continue reading Progress
When I think about all of the intricacies of my interpersonal relationships, I wonder if I’ll look back someday and … Continue reading Comedy or Tragedy
It’s always the exact same pattern. I meet guy, guy becomes enamored and convinces me he is crazy about me, I start to actually like him and get passed my reservations, guy deals with me for a few months and then dips. I just feel too old and tired to cycle through this routine, which is probably sad given I’m not even 30yrs old yet. Maybe I’m too exhausted in all other areas of life, but at this point I’m pretty convinced no man in the world can inspire me to attempt dating again. Continue reading Meh
The ultimate cockblock for me will always be someone passing on me. With the amount of men that circle in and out of my life you would think I’d be better about granting second chances. I just can’t though. To me, I can never again be attracted to somebody that passed on me. I know logically that maybe timing wasn’t right, or this or that, but I have no desire to be with someone that could let me go. It’s the biggest deal breaker, and this is unfortunate, given I can still see the good in people, and what might have been. Once the allotted time (usually 1-2 months) passes for them to come to their senses and make things right comes and goes, I’m just done. Continue reading That’s gonna be a no…